I have to keep checking that bugs aren’t coming out of my chest.
I visited a maze house last night. A lot like another one I used to visit.
I was running away from holly.
Running away all over the top floor of this house.
all the other floors, the lower you got, were haunted or just creepy.
I was hiding and talking to this rich, famous girl in her room.
I ran around like a chicken with my head cut off from holly.
There were no other places for me to hide so I went lower into the house.
I was on the bottom floor where another family room was.
As I got lower, there were lots of fancy steps, carpeted and wide.
I went down lots of different steps but do not remember crossing the other levels of the house.
I got to the bottom floor and started running from holly but she caught up with me.
I remember telling her I was hungry and looked down at my chest and there were all sorts of bugs crawling in and out of it.
At first I thought, that’s where I’m getting my food.
Then I freaked out thinking I had some kind of disease and tried to pull them out of the hole that they were digging deeper.
I flicked out a lady bug and watched them crawl out.
Holly just kind of watched.
and then I woke up.
Baby I’m a dreamer for sure.
I don’t really remember the whole dream.
Just that a bunch of us were staying in this haunted house.
It was extremely haunted.
When you walked in the room you could feel the ghostly presence.
I just remember being in the back seat of a car with you and kissing your cheek.
Slowly, then more.
You said something to me and wanted me to stop.
I never kissed your lips.
that was a nightmare.
“Hurry, Hide under here!”
Me and some girl.
We’re all out in the woods running from someone who’s chasing us in a jeep.
We ran past this huge thing that looked like a pile of rocks and there were little caves underneath them it seemed.
While we were running away, you would see them and then get on the ground and roll under to hide in them.
I never hid in one with you because by the time I noticed it, I had already ran past it so I hid in the next one.
Once, while rolling under, I almost didn’t make it and my feet were almost hanging out where you could see me.
Those people were coming for us. They drove right past as I finally got my feet in.
This happened several times, hiding under these rocks and running away.
We were out in the woods again with our group of people.
I had went off somewhere I suppose and was in this building by myself.
There was this guy there.
I went to school with him and he was such a jerk.
He kept talking to me as I tried to get away.
Finally I went into this room and was trying to lock the door.
I got it locked and turned off the light and lay right beside where the door was so he couldn’t see me.
The room was painted kind of like a sky. Blue with clouds and maybe some trees around and grass.
The opposite end of the room was smaller than the side I was on and the room wasn’t even large to begin with.
I heard him looking for me.
I tried to lay right against the wall but there was a beam right in my way and I couldn’t squeeze behind it.
I kept trying to move around in this room where he couldn’t see me when he looked at different parts of the door.
Then he came by and looked at the bottom of the crack in the door and saw my feet and told me to get out so I did.
I kept trying to get away and he thought I was going to leave to tell on him for something.
We were standing by a pool and I told him to lay down because I was going to kiss him but really I was going to shove his head in the water and it worked.
I ran away back to my friends.
We all got in our jeep and went to drive to some barn that we were going to tour I guess?
I asked them about their sign that was right outside their little campground and they told me they used to have a sign there that said no frappes allowed but they took it down.
We drove to this place and went through it.
There were two huge tall business men standing in front of us who walked awfully slow!
We got out and there was my mom, dad, the boy, two of his sisters, and two of our friends.
There was also two other people and I guess this guy was asking this girl out.
He said something and then touched her arm, said something else, then hugged her, then something else and kissed her. It was kind of like one, two, three but not exactly. There were words there.
Then the boy was standing by me and said ___ and touched my hands. ___ and pulled me in and hugged me. ____ and kissed me really quickly and that was the first time we kissed.
I was then confirmed that he liked me when all this time I didn’t know.
My mom was so happy and I was really happy too but scared. I didn’t know what to say but I was trying not to blush or smile too big.
His sister said, “show her about the dream again.” and smiled.
So he did the one, two, three again. and again. and again.
and kept kissing me and my brain couldn’t even keep up but I kept kissing him and wanting to kiss him more.
They were quick sweet kisses.
And his two sisters and my mom and our friends were watching which worried me because I didn’t want people to know yet and I knew one of our friends liked him.
and then I woke up.
Cute little chinese four year old girl.
So I’m not sure what the location was.
But I was watching this little chinese girl who was the cutest thing ever.
She had different headbands that she wore.
I was supposed to keep an eye on her.
I was sort of babysitting maybe.
I was walking with her and someone else. My mom maybe?
Then we looked and she had ran across the street.
I was catching up to her, I knew I could. I didn’t care about the cars coming.
So I ran over there and saw that she had went with someone else.
She was holding their hand.
As soon as I got over there they were gone.
I had just seen them and then they disappeared by this huge building, like a courthouse.
I wanted to go in but there was an old woman sitting at a desk at the steps blocking the way.
My mother and I had went to talk to her to ask if she’d seen my little girl.
She said she had but you had to pay to get in.
My mom handed her some money and the lady told us to wait and follow her.
We walked over to this filing place and she looked something up and told us what it was then we could go in.
So we went in and didn’t see my little girl anywhere.
We came outside and the woman gave us more information.
Then we tried to go back in and she told us we had to give her more money!
So my mother handed her another bill and we went inside then I saw my girl.
I walked over to where she was and took her from this little teenage brat.
This girl and her friend were wearing my little girls headbands.
I took one off of the friend and had tried to take the other one off the first one’s head.
She jumped over the railing of the steps she was sitting by and jumped down but then just jumped back up.
So I snapped the headband off her head and went on my way.
I had my little girls’ brother walking behind me and her little rolling suitcase.
I wanted her to walk beside me but she wouldn’t because of moths.
I said there weren’t any moths around and she walked beside me.
We talked about sports and things.
She told me she was in volleyball, lacrosse, and something else.
I then rolled my eyes and thought in my head that she was some preppy girl.
I asked her how old she was and she told me four.
I immediately felt bad for thinking she was preppy.
Then we were walking down this hallway to leave.
There was this little black kid walking with us who, at every door, would stop by and ask if they had seen “it” yet.
Then he would proceed to wiggle his ears and move around the big wad of hair on his head.
And then I woke up.
There is someone trying to kill me.
I was at some sort of party luau type thing and everyone was taking turns cooking.
The building was long like a trailer and separated as the main room, the game room, then there was some sort of kitchen in the back.
Now that I think about it, the place was sort of set up like my dentist office.
Everyone was taking turns cooking sort of.
There was this huge brown, wooden type bowl and the luau guys would throw stuff in there like bugs and lizards and just weird creatures to be cooked.
Then the party attender would stir it up until the animals died.
In the other room there were these guys playing video games and I glanced in the room and got excited because I thought we got new pedicure chairs. (Linked with school somehow? okay.)
And I saw these women working in the kitchen. They seemed kind of mean.
So I went out to the bowl and got inside the bowl and started stirring these critters around.
The bugs died first and I could see the lizard getting brown and then black and its tail was barely moving but it would not die.
It started to freak me out so I told the luau guy that it wouldn’t die and I think it was poisonous or magic or something and he freaked out on me.
A whole family was around the grill and I started running around them and he was chasing me.
I got down on the floor and crawled around them so he couldn’t see me but it didn’t work.
This guy came out of the game room then this woman came out of the kitchen and told him he needed to stop making strange faces.
I made an exit out the side door of the game room and started running.
I started running to this park that had all sorts of carnival tent looking set ups and I had my backpack and purse on.
It was so heavy so I couldn’t run very fast but I was trying to hide.
I found this yellow one and hid behind it.
I saw my friend holly coming after me, probably checking to see if I was okay.
She was singing so loudly and I kept telling her to be quiet because someone was going to hear her and come after us.
Sure enough I saw a group of three guys headed our way so we started running through the park on the trail.
We got to a fence and I went around the gate and holly was still singing.
Past the gate was a big open field so there wasn’t anywhere else really to run to.
I waited by the gate for Holly to get in and one of the guys was right up on us.
He said, “Hi Holly.” She said, “Hi daddy.” and he hit her on the back of the head with something and she was knocked out cold.
Then he looked at me and said he had something for me too.
Then he puffed out his chest and there was a sword sticking out of the middle of it.
He tried to stab me with the sword and I was holding it, bending it so I could stab his face with it.
It didn’t slice my hand like I thought it was going to and then he grabbed something else to hurt me with
and then I wake up.
With my heart pounding and forcing myself to stay awake so I won’t fall back into the dream.
I will never watch lovely bones again.
I met my attacker at the new family video store with my dad and sister.
Dad was on the phone and sis was looking at some moveis or something.
This guy with a mustache and weird hair came up to me outside and started talking to me.
I got an eerie feeling from the start.
I tried to tell my dad to protect me and that I was scared but he was on the phone.
Later, I heard my mom talking on the phone to somebody about one of my teachers at my Beauty school.
She was saying that he was getting fired and talking about who was going to replace him.
My attacker fit the description. This just couldn’t happen.
I rememeber going in the lunch room totally freaked and nobody could figure out what was wrong with me.
suddenly I saw the guy heading for the school.
He was going to come in for me to do his highlights.
I was telling the girls in the lunch room I couldn’t do it.
I remember saying if I was forced, I was just going to do a bad job.
I remember seeing what I was going to do and I was putting bleach on his regrowth and none on the rest of his hair.
(The fact that I dream about my cosmetology all the time is a little silly.)
If I did it badly he’d never have me do it again.
The girls started asking me questions and I went to see if that was the guy.
I walked out of the lunch room, into my sisters room where I saw her watching t.v., and wearing my scarf that she didn’t ask to borrow by the way, and asked her if that guy was gone yet.
I went to look through the little window we have from her room to the living room and he was sitting on our couch with my dad talking about cards!
In the living room it was my attacker but I remember he looked different too.
I think he had gotten a haircut and shaved his mustache.
Also he didn’t have his glasses on.
But it was definitely the same guy.
I went back into the lunch room and told the girls that was him and I remember asking them to please go tell front desk that I could not do this guys hair.
I could not believe this!
and then I woke up.
Only with your exes.
It seems as if we were together.
In a relationship again.
We were in this trailer, I think that you lived in. I’m not sure.
And I was upset with you.
I think you had uhm..done something with your ex.
I remember being in our living room playing some game of mario and my grandparents were in there too.
I went outside because some lady’s dog had ran in our yard and I heard her calling him.
He got through our fence and was running around like a little loon and she thought we’d stole him when she got over there.
My mom and her were debating that fact because my mom told her that anything small like that ugly dog could fit through that fence.
And then the dog ran outside of the fence just like clockwork and there he went.
So the lady left to go get him.
I came back inside and you and I went somewhere.
I was wearing some dress or something and the house we were in was dark.
My skirt was tan and I wanted to hide from you but everywhere I went it was dark so I was afraid you’d see me. I ended up not hiding.
Then I was about to leave and I took you into the back room to hide from your dad and we started kissing.
I think you had cheated on me with your ex because I think something was about to happen and you said you couldn’t do it.
And I said, “yeah I guess because you only do that with your exes so I should just break up with you.”
and then I woke up.
Some kiss to hold on to.
You were the sweetest.
I remember being at church.
It wasn’t our church but we were there.
And there were a lot of teens there, strange teens.
I was talking to a girl from my school in the other room.
She was asking me why we were not together.
Hearing that question has become redundant.
But I was doing a survey of some sort in some book about us.
I was dealing with a package of cigarettes and a girl I went to high school had to help me close the box because it was a HUGE box of cigarettes.
She was telling me that’s the kind her boyfriend smokes.
You came in the room and talked to me.
I remember going to Lesterville to the town family video and waiting in the car for my mom while she ran in to get some movie.
Then I saw a few of my former former friends going in and I hid my face.
We were at my house and you were taking me home.
We were talking about your tumblr blog and I freaked a little inside because I didn’t want you to read all my secrets about you.
Some short time before, when you had taken me home, when you left your lips kind of brushed against my cheek.
Right before you left you kissed me like I always thought about and it was the sweetest, softest, most wonderful kiss I ever remember tasting. So delicate and lovely.
I remember talking about how I could taste your cherry chapstick later.
I remember after you left I blushed the rest of the night.
and then I woke up.
I remember being sad knowing it was just a dream.
They seem better than reality sometimes.
Last night’s dream we rode our bikes.
I’d like to say that it was nice seeing you again, with you visting and all.
But it wasn’t.
It was disturbing.
You were cold and unattached.
You wouldn’t hardly speak.
Why were you visiting?
To mess with me?
Get inside my head?
You succeeded and I didn’t like it one bit.
But it was strange for you to visit.
Right after I fell asleep, you arrived.
And I tried to kiss your lips.
And your adorable ears.
And you wouldn’t have it.
But you miss me?
I was confused.
But I wanted to kiss you again and I did.
You were shocked but you didn’t kiss me back.
I tried and tried but I guess you didn’t want me anymore.
But when I woke up, I didn’t have a terrible feeling that you didn’t want me anymore.
I just thought, wow. Why did I kiss him again?
We drove around and saw some guy that did some murder and they were at this persons’ house.
First we talked about how they stole something from this person that you and I knew.
And all of a sudden, the subject changed to a murder.
Anyway, there they were.
Only it was only a beach area and they walked up some steps from some sand through a doorway onto the beach again.
So I’m a little confused as to where the house actually was.
Also I saw a teeny tiny frog in a spiderweb.
Then the spider tried to go down there and eat it’s head.
It was frightening.
Then I woke up.
We were just running.
Your mom was a lesbian.
I’d never seen this woman before.
But you were afraid she was going to hit on me.
You hid my flip flops by the trash can and all the stuff you swept was laying on them.
We wanted to run. Like always.
Run, run, run.
We came out of the back bedroom and I put on my shoes.
I was in my pink fuzzy pajama pants and it was a hot day.
But we left anyway.
And we ran to the back field.
We went the long way and you said something about ants the other way.
We passed the really light house we were going to hide in.
It’s actually a shed.
We ran and passed all these houses with people in them and stopped when we saw my friend.
We turned around and met his new girlfriend.
She gave me a hug and whispered that she needed something.
He said he’d buy it when they went to pick up the movie.
There was a huge van parked next to us with various foods in the door.
Something someone would bring for lunches??
Like ham. Cold ham.
No idea how it stayed cold.
Then they ran away.
And then I woke up.